Monday, March 23, 2009
today has been a very bad day.
just a day went totally wrong.
i was just in the kitchen for awhile preparing lunch, just tt short while, afk-ing at the back of the room of audi.
the next thing i knew, my sis was like nagging at me because she see that the room was full, short of players on my fren side, so she offered to help join in, which she say she wont if they are strangers, but my fren just left audition like that, without explanation, only with a zzz at the lobby (why even there) and left ald, leaving my sis super annoyed of course.
BUT ME, who was away dun even know wad the hell is going on had the right to ask both side what happened, so i wont want to jump into conclusion first, til now i dont have the full story :/
just a supposedly simple matter blown out of proportions.
to me it was entirely miscommunications, tried to fix but failed terribly.
because both side ended up unhappy with each other.
perhaps my fren was too straightforward with her words as well, which was probably uncalled for.
apologies if any needed, but i still think both have faults.
being the middle person sucked like hell!! because i dun wanna take sides..
super pissed at first, but now just sad..
my sis and i even had a huge catfight over it, mostly because i was trying to defend my fren and that my sis and i just dun seem to see the matter eye to eye.
it has been so long since we fought like that.
it has been eons that i cried like shit as well D':
stopped, but tears flow again as i write this damn post zzz!
i got so fed up i deleted audition though it is probably the only game i even play.
i know i wont feel like playing tt for now, in the future, i dont know..
depends.. who knows never.
